Tuesday, February 24, 2009

just ask.

YOu would take away her fight.
YOu would take it away with the words
"It's what she would have wanted."
And I ask you this.
"You now what she wants so well?"
YOu just take it with your feeble justification!
JUST TAKE!!! JUST TAKE!!
"Do you even know what she would have wanted?!!"
YOu take away the chance!!
YOU make her decision!!
YOu JUST TAKE HER FIGHT!!
"HAVE YOU ASKED HER WHAT SHE WANTS?!?!"
She may lay in the bed looking small and frail, but she is stronger
then you on so many leagues she can take it! It's why she lays there
fighting for you!! IN PAIN FOR YOU!! and you would go and take the
little aid they can provide!! take it because...
"It's what she would have wanted."
"HOW DARE YOU JUST GO AND TAKE IT!"
"DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE I'M A CHILD THROWING A FIT
AND SAY THAT I AM TO YOUNG TO UNDERSTAND THESE
THINGS!"
YOu go and you just take it!
"WHAT DO YOU KNOW??!"
I HATE YOU FOR ALL YOU'VE DONE!!
I HATE YOU FOR NOT ASKING HER!!
I HATE YOU FOR TELLING ME I'M A CHILD!!
YOu would let her go without a fight!!
And that is what I HATE MOST OF ALL!!
YOu think it's your decision but it's not!
BUT I'm here telling you to ask her
"If its what she wants."
For it's her life your giving not your own...
Don't take the only aid they can give her and throw it away, it might save her.
I'm begging you to ask her as she lay on the big bed and ask her
"If she wants to go down with out a fight for her love now? if she
just wants to wait and die...
If that is what she wants?"

YOu Love, why don't you ask her...


Another one for you Grandma from you Granddaughter.
I just wish they'd ask you what you wanted now... It's your decision now.
Just now we Love you anyway you choose to go. ~HSM

Alianne Morrigan

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

STOP MAKING ME CRY!!!!!! Not fair. I don't want her to suffer. Ever. I don't want her to go. Ever. But there's really nothing we can do, but wait and try fruitlessly to help. The rest is up to her. We don't have to ask. We must wait. I will see you soon. Maybe tommorrow.
Love,
Beth