I am hurting...

Just a month, to the day I am hurting so I won't stay...

Don't, For heavens sake don't, For my sake don't, don't leave me...

But who am i but a me to keep you from your fate...

from his arms, from your home...

Tears are the evidence that the soul in hurt...

The slither and splash and every time the leave a trail the say

"help, please just help me."

A gaping black hole is there from where the took you...

still in my heart but a hole in my soul...

anger, depression, falling, drowning how hard to I have to fight it all?

It's coming, pulling and pushing. I won't go, If you won't leave my heart then I'll fight till there's nothing more to fight to keep it.

I have changed, i am not who I was... I am how I am now... because you touched my life...

A month has past so fast...

and all i want is to see you,

I hate to think because when I think I only think of you...

I wish to mindlessly float away, but no one is willing for me to float away...

I long to dream, but when I dream I just remember,

The garden, the love, a hug.

I wish to write but then I think...

you'll never see never get to see the special pages I wrote because you told me to follow a dream.

Tears splatter the page and the pen breaks.

I guess this is what the call grief...

BY HSM

That was only suppose to be a sentence, OOPS.

Hey, Beth call the house when you get home or when you read this, he needs it.
and I've know for ages that you read while I sleep. I try really hard to get something substantial for you to read.
thanks and the Will and James thing would be about 2 years before book one they'd be about thirteen or fourteen...

Alianne Morrigan

NEW BLOG SERIES: Playlists

Ok Beth, in an effort to keep you from annoying Aly to a breaking point and keeping you happy, I've devised an ingenios new series. Trust me. So I got this brilliant idea the other day listening to my iPod before school. Music can tell you a lot about a person. Duh. For instance if I tell you Aly’s favorite song (Bad Reputation) you can find out a lot about her. Well, I figured our only reader would love my idea; playlists. Once a week I’m going to post a new playlist for each of the characters in our book. 30 top songs. Lucy, Aly, Izzy, Alex, Sophie, Will, James… heck I’ll even figure out Really Evil Guy’s playlist if you want it. I’ll start with the main people and you can tell me what you want, ok? Here’s the first playlist; the easiest for me to put up :)

Isabella Morrigan’s Playlist (with notes!)

-P.S. I Love You by The All-American Rejects (how chick flick sweet…)
-One More Sad Song by The All-American Rejects (life in song form)
-Gives You Hell by The All-American Rejects (haha love it!)
-Mercy by Duffy (what to say besides I like it???)
-Gimme Gimme Gimme by Amanda Seyfried (yes, that’s right, I like Mama Mia! shamefully :P)
-He Said She Said by Ashley Tisdale (wow, we have a chapter named after this I think…or at least a major event… HINT!!!)
-One of Those Girls by Avril Lavigne (hmmm, Vicky maybe?)
-The Best Damn Thing by Avril Lavigne (because I am :P)
-Thunder by Boys Like Girls (I dub this my summer theme song)
-Dance Hall Drug by Boys Like Girls (all-time favorite!)
-Lady Marmalade by Christina Aquilera, Mya, Lil' Kim, P!nk, Missy Elliot (can’t help but love it)
-Clair de Lune by Debussy (the ONLY classical I can stand)
-I’m Yours by Jason Mraz (who doesn’t love this song?)
-I Kissed A Girl (I didn’t obviously but fun to dance to :D)
-Just Dance by Lady GaGa (weird named girl but I like to dance to it :])
-Dancing Queen by ABBA (*cringe* I know, I know)
-Mamma Mia! by ABBA (*sigh* I like musicals, what can I say?)
-Seventeen Forever by Metro Station (oh I wish I could be!)
-Shake It by Metro Station (I WILL shake it :D lmao)
-Supermassive Black Hole (I know, I’m ashamed too)
-Crushcrushcrush by Paramore (MUCH better!)
-Misery Business by Paramore (my ringtone J lol this song is a favorite)
-When I Grow Up by The Pussycat Dolls (one of my favorite artists)
-Disturbia by Rihanna (nice beat... can’t understand the words at all)
-Shut Up and Drive by Rihanna (makes me think of Gossip Girl and my favorite S, B, and N love triangle)
-Fall for You by Secondhand Serenade (Aly hates it and I have Sophie to thank for it)
-I’m Not Cool by Soho Dolls (this band’s style is very… me)
-Forever & Always by Taylor Swift (Lucy is a bad influence on me)
-Shut Up and Let Me Go by The Ting Tings (Another fave band)
-That’s Not My Name by The Ting Tings (current favorite song… probably only for a week or so lol)

CHECK BACK NEXT MONDAY FOR LUCY’S PLAYLIST!!!!

You know you love me,
Isabella Morrigan

ALERT!!

CLICK ON "ALERT!" NOW!!

Have you clicked on it??

if so you shouldn't be reading this!1

But this link is possibly the most ingenious thing in the world!!

Nothing...

I am serious I have nothing to give you...
Nothing to make you happy...
Nothing for you to read...
Nothing I am to busy...
Well I guess I can scrounge up something...
I don't want to loose Our only reader...

30 minutes later...


67 minutes later...

193 minutes later...
“You know, curiousity killed the cat, Aly.” – Sophie
“No! Poor Kitty!” – Lucy
“But satisfaction brought him back.” – Aly
“Yayyyy!” – Lucy
“I don’t get where curiosity killed the cat comes from. What about a dog or a parakeet?” – Izzy
“Or a peacock!” – Lucy

I said I had nothing, but still looking... as I waste time for you...\

245 minutes later...

Halloween…

“There is no way you are making me go out, to complete strangers doors to ask for carb filled, sugary, fattening junk” -Izzy
“You don’t have to eat it -Lucy
“You just have to be the decoy, so we get more that we get more –Aly
“there is something sick and twisted about that about you wanting to her up like Maria Antoinette to go into town to trick-or-treat so you can eat all of her candy”- Alex
[Aly smiles sugary sweet]
“Theres nothing sicker than saying candy is carb, filled sugary, fattening junk”- Aly

376 minutes later... and really despreat

Will comes in through the window. James is sitting in a bean bag chair on the floor. He looks up coolly and calmly.

“Uh, I think you got the wrong house, man. No girls here. Try next door.” – James says and goes back to IMing on his laptop.

“Wait, is this the Cambridge residence?” – Will asks.

“Woah, dude. That is seriously creepy.” – James says, eyes widen.

“Yeah, do you have vinegar, gouda cheese, and alkaline batteries?” – Will reads from a post-it note.

“Why?” – James asks suspiciously.

“It’s a really, really long story.” – Will says.

“I need information before I hand over the goods.” – James says.

“Ok, how about I just tell you later?” – Will suggests.

“James, dear, I – ahhh!” – Joanne shrieks coming through the door and only seeing Will standing by the window, James not visible on the other side on his bed than the door.

“Oh, hey, mom.” – James says standing up and lying back on his bed.

“W-who is that?” – Joanna points at Will without looking at him.

“Him? That’s my friend from school.” – James lies easily. Will catches the lie and continues just as easily.

“Will Gates.” – Will says.

“Well, why didn’t I see him come in?” – Joanne asks.

“Because you were in your study. I didn’t realize I had had my friends approved before they came over. I’ll ask next time. Oh, be sure to tell Mr. Bond there’s someone here so he doesn’t try to go kung fu on him or something and throws out his back. Bye.” – James says sentence by sentence, hinting for his mom to leave.

“I think you enjoy teasing your father a little too much.” – Joanne shakes her head and leaves.

“And you don’t tease him nearly enough.” – James responds, waiting for her footsteps to disappear down the hallway until he turns to Will.

“She’s never been fooled that easily. You got lucky.” – He says.

{Dialog that may never be published on how Will and James meet...}


Okay is that enough Beth??
and take you time with it because I may not get time for a really long time so read it slowly!!

Alianne Morrigan

PI

HAPPY PI DAY!!

3.14

what a beautiful day!!

Well thats all I thought you should know...

Here I Stand

Here I stand,
in the cold wet world.
A dark and scay place.
But knowing this I stand,
Here, I stand, A Smile on my face .
A smile for you.
A smile for your hope.
A smile for your love.
And here I stand,
Here I stand, a smile on my face.
I stand over joyed for you.
I smile, excited for you.
And I dread for you,
Because I know something you don't,
The world is dark and loves to take your hopes and dreams.
And Yet I stand, a smile on my face
For you, appering happy for you, for everything that finally seems right in your life
knowing it won't last.
He'll be gone when you think he care's
and I'll be here to stand and cry for you,
to pick up your shattered pieces for you,
But when you look into my green eyes now, past the smile.
Can you see?
Have you realized?
That as I stand here, A smile on my face,
IT'S LIE!!
Tears are taring apart my heart.
But I won't shead a tear, That you will see,
Because I won't have you blame me,
But sometimes I do wish you would look into my green eyes and see,
That the wieght of the world is crushing me.





Alianne Morrigan

OF COURSE!!

You Silly Jilly!! Of course you wanted the second answer SO OF COURSE I gave you the first answer!! and I am sorry darling but I am a mystery to myself no one see whats behind these hazel eyes {lol thats a song}!! But I am disappointed because I gave you soo many hints well I huess we're just ment to wonder about you brains work...

I am posting a poem after be sure to read it's for someone I know...

ALY > M

Okay I got two questions on this one from Beth and I am here to explain as best as I can... one


1. How do you get something as amazing as that from someone quoting Shakespeare in the middle of the zoo?

Well Beth, you could say random and I could get an idea off that and this just hit a cord on several levels. The place you quoted it at really had nothing to do with it except the reason while you quoted it in the fist place we were standing in the middle of a Summer Rose garden, that just happened to be at the Zoo. but that quote gave me a lot of idea's and I look forward to sharing them with you in the future.

(WOW doesn't that sound professional?)

2. Why is Aly {AKA ME!} wearing a dress?

Well I am not sure this is in mine or the book interest but I am not going to tell you that one, you get to figure it out Beth. You know what ever school has that we don't really have. I believe your attending one very soon... or you have very recently... think about it if you can't figure it out. You are a Backward-Duck-Headed-Pomegranate

WEll see yeah I can't post the rest I have to turn this in

Bye

ALIANNE CORIANDRA MORRIGAN

A Rose By Any Other Name...

Now that I got the happy birthday Izzy thing out of my system, this is my birthday present to you for her Birthday... Yea I do know that make's no sence...

well I hope you like it, it's called
A Rose By Any Other Name...

I really do have to thank Beth for this one... we were just at the zoo and she said it and the it was by Juliet and I got two really great ideas this is the first on which will be in most like two installments... so enjoy!

A Rose By Any Other Name...
Aly heard the wooden door sigh softly; she didn’t bother to turn away from her examination of the starlight sky above. It was extraordinarily clear for a time when they were suppose to be getting so much rain. The stars were taking advantage of the moonless sky. A twig broke behind her and a budding scarlet rose that matched the color of her dress near perfection in the simple star light was before her.
“An’ a rose by any other name would be?” a deep soft whisper asked in her ear, scattering the gold tendrils that hung there from her low wrapped braid. Aly turned wobbling on her casted leg, a little. Her hand went out to balance her and came to rest on someone’s chest.
“Wrong fair lady” Aly rolled her eyes.
“How am I wrong oh wise, gentle knight? a rose is a rose by any name you call it.” she asked playing along with who she know knew to be Will, much to close for her comfort.
“A rose by any other name would be Alianne.” he said with a playful grin. once again Aly rolled her eyes.
“Your all flattery to night.” she commented dryly, trying to take a back step and nearly falling again before Will leaning forward, caught her.
“You keep catching me.” Aly complained
“You keep falling” countered Will.
“Why do you keep catching me?” Aly asked skeptically.
“Because you keep falling.” he said again.
“When will you stop catching me?” she asked with a slight grin.
“When you stop falling, when will that be? You know my arms are starting to hurt, I am using muscles I didn’t know I had.
“If your arms hurt why don’t you let me fall?”
“Because that would hurt.”
“You or me?” asked Aly still almost horizontal to the ground.
“Both I have a feeling.”
“How would my falling hurt you?” Aly asked suddenly confused.
“Because I care about you.”
“That doesn’t make sense?”
“What? Caring for you?”
“Well yes, I guess.” Aly I don’t know a person who’s ever meet you that doesn’t care for you in some way. You’re just irresistible” Aly rolled her eye’s,
“Would you stop catching me?” Aly asked
“Nope even when you stop tripping over your feet, and I have a feeling that, that won’t be anytime soon” Aly sighed
“I know my balancing problem’s are a little bit above the average girls balancing problems of a teenage girl_”
“A little?” he asked raising and eyebrow,
“Well I guess you are right I do have a little more then little above average balancing problems but maybe if people_”
“Aly that doesn’t make any sense a little more then a little?” Aly punched him, lightly not hard enough that he would drop her but it was still a punch with kick.
“Would you let me finish?” she asked angrily. Will grinned trying pushed his lips together.
“What I was saying was that maybe if you stopped catching me, I’ll get tiered of falling.” Aly gasped her arms went around Will’s neck as she without warning was dropped backwards, before Will caught her. He was grinning evilly, less then an inch away from her face.
“SO you like me catching you.”

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IZZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ohhh I am sooooo scared...

I am so scared Beth and Izzy!! I mean what do you hold against Lucy's Pillow and my plastic disposible knife? UMM... Nothing. We rock like that...

And just for that threat I will not tell you who dies, you'll have to read and find out. *sticking my tongue out at you*

YOu can get mad at me all you want it's not happening!

and Beth you need to calm down your going to put my inbox into overdrive... seriously.

okay see ya later

Aly!!

P.S
Lucy went to hawii to find a hot guy.
and I didn't see any hot guys what so ever.
Lucy you went to hawii to find a hot hawian boy!! and you come back Without a dropdead dazzlingly gourgous GUY!! HOW COULD YOU LUCY?!?!?!!?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Today is the year anniversity of The Secret Sisterhood: The Insider So to make this day I made you a picture as a birthday present...

If you really can't see it you can this link... ghttp://www.wordle.net/gallery/wrdl/608209/Secret_Sisterhood%27s_birthday%21%21o

or

click the title 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!'

just a little something that holds a clue!!

I am ever SO Sorry!!

Dear Dr. Suise,
I do believe I have missed wishing you a happy birthday for the second year in a row you must forgive me for I have been utterly so busy and please accept this belated birthday wish. You are the very best childrens writer ever for the world to have experienced and I do ever hope that even as you pass into the relam of heaven that you continue to write.

Best Wishes,
ALianne Morrigan

okay I am kidding but yesterday was Dr. Suise birthday and I like to tell everyone I know and I forgot till this morning so I had to make amends.

now that that's out of the way her's just a couple sentence excerp...


Hot sticky drug filled her mouth and nose clogging her throat and fogging her mind as she struggled to help her sister. She heard a scream before her knees gave way and the darkness sucked her through the swirl of colors the world had become. She was drowning in a heavy blackness she could bare to lift.

THat's all I can tell you...


YOu know you love me... :P
Alianne Coriandra Morrigan

P.S
Someone is going to die in That's Code... yikes Izzy is gonna kill me...