The Shadow became a Shadow

Yes it's me again I will never get tired of right this blog.

Today I' am writing in my big blue round chair, listening to

Mother, Mother by the Veronica's totally describes what I' am thinking!!

Okay so today I did something that needs to go down in history this was... The Shadow (me) became the shadow of KTG at the NDA,and no not for stalking purposes. I became her shadow to see how a day at NDA functions. It was a lot of FUN!! I met a lot of girls all of which I really liked!! but that just made my decision soo much harder for next year...

it fills like I have to decide between all the cool fun girls I met today and my sister!! not a choice I' am all hyped on making. OKAY to truly get my point across I have to make book references my top 3 are...

1. from the Twilight series you know how Bella has to pick between Edward or Jacob (okay in my case MMS or NDA) if she choice one Edward she will give up her mortality but if she choices Jacob she keeps her mortality all tho she all throwing away her mortality that's not the problem it's the she has to decide the one she loves more the one she'll be happy with how did she decide? I am torn into I can't pick but I can't have both.

2. The second reference morganville vampires Clair had to decide between owning herself and basically her friend's lives to sing her blood, body and will away to Amile for protection. very hard decision don't you think?

3. Also from the morganville vampires Micheal has to decide if he can stay bond to the house for all eternity or to become a vampire and be able to help his friends and risk them hating him. how on earth was that one decided I have to ask him because he took a great risk in doing what he did he could have died but he choose that. what the heck was he thinking?

4. the fourth comes from The Immortals by one of my fav authors Tamora Pierce who also wrote my heroine Alanna the Lioness. well back to my reference in The Immortals Daine is a demi-goddess and at the end of the fourth book (In the Realm of the Gods) the other Great gods make her choose between living out her mortal life or becoming a goddess. yes granted her mother told her she needed to return and pointed out every pro and con of stay in the realm of the gods. why can't I have a perfectly honest and non-bias person to do that? what did I ever do wrong to have to make this decision tho don't get me wrong I am glad it's me choosing and not someone else!

well now I dive into the books and numbers to find the answer! but the sad thing is Alanna never had to make that kind of decision!!

EVERY THINGS FINE I AM JUST LOOSEING MY MIND!!

so I wasn't in school today i need updates on all drama and gossip!!

Izzy don't fail me!!!

needing someone to talk to and Sophie's somewhere in China

~Aly