Beginning to end she deleted him
Late nights, Smothered giggles
Slight excitement, Naive confusion,
A hot debate, subtle sparks
Can it mean what she think’s?
Could it possibly be…
Society say no, but …
Something’s there
when they talk, when they argue
She can’t deny it!
Could it be?
Homework missed, Fights declared,
Grudges challenged
Society says no, but…
She has to ask
Questions babble, and answer given
Hurt swells…
A look in the mirror…
What is there?
Confidence shattered, an ugly beast?
Should it live or shall it die?
How could he take it all way?
It had been perfect, couldn’t he have lied.
She’s glad he didn’t, know she knows.
But the sparks…
They never die, smothered and covered
Beat back in to a smoky hazy, but never die.
They talk as if nothings wrong?
Why can’t she see?
Flirting late, Anger crashes,
A crashing sound.
Why her? She asks herself late into the night.
And so suddenly, it’s gone.
Her heart aches, as she lies about how she feels.
He chose another and now she’s nothing.
What a snake!
She was nothing but a toy, a mean to the end.
He was driven by boredom, can face the fact.
What a coward!
He couldn’t face her?
Can’t he see the other’s a hoe?
She’ll dump him, leave him and he’ll crawl back
To her, and go on as if noting was wrong.
A message in the box…
Is it bait… He is a Snake…
“Your better then this” says a voice “Put down the phone and let it go”
“What could you know? I can’t let him go?”
“He’s nothing more the gore, let him go.”
“I never had him, I wish it was more.”
“It’s bait and he’s snake and society say no.”
I’m better then this…
I’m better then this…
I’m better then this…
She can’t take it in, she poured her life into this.
I’m better then this…
I’m better then this…
I’m better then this…
It holds a truth, the scary hard truth in its steady beat.
Society says no…
Society says no…
Society says no…
So its Society, binding black society.
Society says no…
Society says no…
Society says no…
But the sparks are there, and they don’t die.
They never fizzle to an end.
How could she let him go?
She never had him…
She never had him…
She never had him…
A recognition that was never seen
She never had him…
She never had him…
She never had him…
And with that she breaks the cords of her heart and
She let’s go…
Let’s go of him and his image…
She just let go…
She deletes him from her life.
He took her for granted,
And now she’s gone.
He can find another toy,
That’s not me…
~Hayden
yeah i know it's amazing, i'm going to make into a song i think though it's sooo long!! lol thank you izzy!!
in a rush as always, but love you just the same
Alianne Morrigan
We Have Clearance!!
15 years ago


3 comments:
WOW!!!!! W-O-W!!!!!!! deep, yet subtle, ur amazing!!!!!!
<3 Beth
Lol thanks Beth... I try maybe I'll post another soon...
~Alianne
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